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Saturday, August 25, 2012

one night last week.


We walk out the gate. It is already dark.  There are no clouds, and the stars look like diamonds way up high in the sky.  Even the white swirls of the Milky Way appear above us.  We make our way in the dark with flashlights, carefully avoiding the puddles full of water and the wet mud that lines the path. 
            Our friends from the school hear us, see our flashlights, and run to join.  We continue walking to the village.  I duck slightly as we enter the village through the door in the fence.  Here we watch extra carefully where we step; the cows are in the village for the night and there is manure.  Everywhere.  Mud mixes with the manure, and no amount of vigilance can keep it from our shoes.  We make our way through the houses and goats and granaries and fences. 
I make a wrong turn, and my Toposa friend’s voice calls out in the dark, “You always forget the way, Nakai.”  We laugh.  Someone else leads me between two houses; I duck again under a stick that protrudes from the base of a granary.  She needs no light.  I follow until we make it to Lino’s nakwal, his area in the village where he lives with his four wives and many children. 
We have come to share stories from God’s Word.  It is Tuesday night, and they know it is time for the Story Cloth.  Women—those who have already heard all the stories and desire now to teach others, schoolboys and girls the same age, little ones that love to greet me over and over again, and even some men gather around in a circle.  Lino brings his plastic chair for Carrie, and Maria brings one for me.  Maria worries when Mindy is left standing.  She brings a big jerry can, and Mindy sits.  The flashlights turn off.
I smile as I listen to the laughter and greetings going on around me.  Lokoyo begins to clap his hands.  All clap to his beat.  He sings.  All sing… 
“The power of Jesus is strong.”
“I want to follow Jesus, no turning back.  The world behind me, God before me, no turning back.”
“My good friend Jesus wakes me every morning.”
“God, who made the stars, is greater than all things.”
“There is no other person like God.”
We clap our hands, snap our fingers, jump up and down, march in celebration, and lift our hands, because “Jesus is Lord.”
Then, Lokoyo stops clapping.  Silence.
Lokoyo asks someone to pray.  Lopio quickly volunteers.  All are quiet.  He prays, asking God to heal and provide food and protect the people at cattle camp.  He thanks God for his power.  He prays in Jesus’ name.  Amen.
Carrie unfolds the Story Cloth, a cloth with forty-two pictures representative of forty-two stories from God’s Word.  Lokoyo holds the other side.  Davis positions the flashlight from where he sits in front of the cloth on the ground.  He turns it on and points the light on the pictures.  His friends, the schoolboys, closely surround him, side by side, sitting in the dirt.  Beside them are the little children, some of them already nodding their heads and trying to keep their eyes open.  Behind them are the women and the men, forming a ring around the younger ones. 
Carrie tells them she wants them to tell the stories they learned on previous nights.  It is a chorus of voices.  This week, the young men and the schoolboys tell story after story after story.  The women chime in when they falter.  Details.  Names.  Reasons why God did things in these stories are told and retold.   We are on the second line when a goat pushes through the cloth from behind.  Loud laughter ensues.  Carrie and Lokoyo say, “The goat wants to pray with us!”  More laughter.  Someone smacks the goat’s side and shoves it out of the circle.
The group finishes retelling the stories.  Mindy switches seats with Carrie.  Mindy tells of the tabernacle and of God’s desire to dwell among His people.  She points to the pictured altar where the people brought sacrifices and explains that only the family of Aaron could go into the place where God was.  The group answers the review questions well.
I switch seats with Mindy now.  I remind the group of God’s promise to Abraham of many descendants and of a land belonging to all of them.  I share of the spies that went into the Promised Land.  I explain that ten of those spies saw the size of the cities and the people and were afraid.  I then tell how Caleb and Joshua believed the word of God and wanted to go forth.  The group understood, again answering review questions.
Finally, Lokoyo asks someone to close in prayer.  He prays for healing and for good memories of these stories and for rain.  We sing another song and then shake hands good night.  “Sleep well, toper ejok.”  The flashlights come on, and we wander back through the sleeping goats, between the houses, around the cows and the manure. 
At the school, we wave to our friends and wish them good night once more.  I glance up again at the sky as I avoid those puddles and deep places of mud.  More stars shine now.  Many, many stars.  Uncountable stars.  I think of Abraham and of God and His faithfulness.  We reach the gate and enter.
Distant thunderstorm approaching as seen from the hill in Napei Ngoroco

Sunday, August 12, 2012

Toposaland Games.

A team from Texas is here this week trying out something new with the Toposa...storying from God's Word mixed in with some American field day type games!  The team is working in three different places in an attempt to reach the "punk" age Toposa, those who are from the ages of 14-25 who usually carry around an arrogant and disrespectful attitude and spend their time away from the village, getting drunk or "meeting" girl and guy in the bush.  These games are completely new to the Toposa, and it has been a blast watching them learn the games, as well as see them understand stories from God's Word.

The team draws people in with a game of tug-of-war...



Then, the team shares the stories of creation, the fall, and explains how man is separated from God.

Then there's another game like a three-legged race...


Another team member starts telling stories about Jesus and His life here on earth: the "Water into Wine," the "Woman at the Well," and the "Good Shepherd" stories.

Time for another game!  This time it's a trade-off, and the Toposa teach the Americans how to "korot" or dance/play...

Next is more Jesus stories eventually ending with Jesus' death on the cross for the sins of all people, His glorious resurrection, and His command to His followers to be His witnesses everywhere.  Already people have responded to the Gospel and been baptized!!!!  Among these were some of my close friends and neighbors, including Napir, Kine, and Lokuru (my Toposa mother!!!).  PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!!!!!!

Mindy and I also jumped in and are sharing the AIDS stories with the groups as well.  Many listen and understand!  Another praise!  Two leaders to whom we taught the stories two months ago showed us they understood and did some teaching themselves.  One asked if he could share his own AIDS story.  (I think it was something along the lines of an example of how AIDS is not only in towns and that just one person can return to the village and brig the sickness to all the people there.)  Then, another leader stood and sang a song he wrote about AIDS.  The words of the song were simple: "AIDS is eating the Toposa, it is a bad sickness.  AIDS is eating the Turkana, it is a bad sickness.  AIDS is eating the Kenyans, it is a bad sickness...."  AIDS is bad.  He got it!  And he was making sure the others listening did too!
 Lokoyo telling his AIDS story
Mindy telling hers (with help from the standing guys!)

And then the day might close in another tug of war game or a sack race...

Three more days in two areas left to go!  Please pray for all who attend these games and come to hear God's Word.  Pray for open hearts and eternal joy!

Friday, August 10, 2012

the chaos before the storm.


There is a quiet before a storm as all living things sense the rain coming.  But yesterday, as I sat on my porch observing the dark navy clouds approaching from a distance, I noticed how chaotic things seemed to get as the storm clouds moved closer and closer to Paringa.  The birds stopping singing. Instead, they quickly rushed to their nests.  The chickens in the yard stopped clucking and searching for food, but only because they hurried under bushes together.  Even I grew silent, in that moment of awe and joy at a storm coming, but my heart was racing.  The question resting slightly below the surface of our every breath…when will the rain fall?

It did not.

The clouds skirted around us in such an obvious manner, you would think that God purposefully allowed it to rain everywhere except Paringa yesterday afternoon.  (He definitely did!)  Anyway, I kept thinking about it.  All that silence and then building anxiety in anticipation of loud peals of thunder, bright flashes of lightning, and heavy, pouring rainfall was for nothing.

Which then made me think about the many times during the day when little things start building up and creating anxiety about something that never comes to fruition.  It is easy to surrender to the quite unnecessary chaos before a storm that may or may not come.

But God calls His followers to “not be anxious about anything”!  He tells His sheep, “Do not be afraid.”  The Father reminds His children, “I am with you” and “I am the Lord; there is no other.”

This goes for when the storm clouds are approaching.
It goes for the maybe. 

This stands for the times when rain is coming down so hard you actually fear for your life. 
It stands for the for sure. 

This is true for when there are no storm clouds.
It is true for the nope.

This works for the times when the storm clouds change direction. 
It is true for the not what you thought would happen.

I am now making it a point to not get catch up in the chaos before the storm.
My prayer is that my heart would learn instead to join in the quietness that is also then.  
And be still.

For He is the God of it all.

Sunday, August 5, 2012

no rain.

This week was rain free!  Which means that on each day of the week we were able to go to villages in Cumakori and share stories!

MONDAY: Shared the stories of “The Last Supper” and “Jesus’ Arrest and Trial” to the group of men under the tree

TUESDAY: Shared the two AIDS stories with another part of a giant village

WEDNESDAY: Shared the two AIDS stories with a different group of old men under a different tree

THURSDAY: Shared the Creation to Christ (the Gospel) story with the village where we went on Tuesday

FRIDAY: Shared the Creation to Christ story with new, different men under the tree from Monday

We got to the end of this week, and both declared how we are tired of people not listening.  We got to share everyday this week; however, the people were distracted or only waited until we were finished to ask for a ride in the car or things like tobacco, money, food.  But Mindy reminded me that we are blessed!  Remember Paul?  His life was threatened over and over again, he was physically harmed several times, and he was often run out of cities for teaching the truth of Jesus.  The Toposa welcome us into their villages and under their trees and let us speak His Word.  PRAISE THE LORD!!! 

“Many are the plans in a man’s heart, but it is the Lord’s purpose that prevails.”  Proverbs 19:21

“So is My word that goes out from My mouth: It will not return to Me empty, but will accomplish what I desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent it.”  Isaiah 55:11

May His purposes continue to be accomplished, no matter what it looks like to me.   
Rain or no rain.  To God be the glory!

Sunday, July 29, 2012

to the Olympics!

Since we won't catch any of the Olympics, Mindy and I made this cake.  We did not plan this, but the white coloring worked out perfectly.  It's representative of the Olympic flag under which a South Sudanese marathon runner is competing!

To the Olympics!

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

welcome home.

God held back the rains, and Mindy and I arrived back on the compound an hour before the river began flowing!  (The flowing river would have kept us either in Loki or Kapoeta and prevented us from reaching the compound.)  We were greeted by Jonas, a friend at the tented camp where we left our car to be repaired during our Nairobi trip.  He held out his hand and said, "Welcome home!"

The trip to Nairobi was for a meeting with company personnel, and then some time for restocking!
 Here's the flowing river on the way out.  It went over the hood of the car, but we made it across.  We waited for seven hours until the sky looked like...
This!  The plane landed here and took us straight to Nairobi.
 We stayed with the jgirls in Nairobi before the meeting.  This is when we celebrated Mindy's birthday with breakfast!  I made/attempted to make coconut pancakes.

And we had strawberries!!!!!
 At the meeting, we helped to raise money for Lottie Moon Christmas Offering (which sends and keeps  m's on the field!).  Mindy and I got henna!
 This is what mine looked like as it was drying.
One night was birthday themed, and I sat at the March table.  Our table's decor was rodeo (hence the bandana) and our table decorator gave us all presents!  I got socks!!!  Which I was REALLY excited about, because my toes were FREEZING!!!!!
Traffic and roads in Nairobi are never a bore.
Birthday bash for four July bdays at an Italian restaurant!
 Fro-yo at Planet Yogurt...a Nairobi fave of mine.  This is me with Jessica, my roomie from training in Zambia!
 Emily and Mindy
The gang from training--Jamie, me, Jessica, and Anna-Grace

We started homeschool today, and it went well!  I realized how much I missed teaching for the past month.  It poured rain ALL day long, and the river is REALLY flowing (meaning it poured rain in the mountains too!).  Praise the Lord for a safe trip home and for the rain!

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

hypotenuse.

Oh how I long to take the shortest distance to getting things done!  But, the Lord sometimes delights in sending me the long way around.


As you know, there are three sides to a triangle.  The hypotenuse is the side that is opposite the right angle.  If its two ends were labeled A and B, the hypotenuse would be the shortest distance between A and B.  Travel along the other two sides to get from A to B would be over a greater distance.

I figure that American culture is definitely in favor of going along the hypotenuse.  The fastest way to get things done.  The shortest distance between two places.  The least amount of work required. 

In Toposaland, the culture naturally prefers taking the longer route, the other two sides.  Time does not matter.  Neither does distance.  And here, you have to do the work in full at all times—you can’t make half a house be a whole one, can’t leave a garden unattended and expect it to grow, can’t hope the cows make it on their own to the cattle camp and back.

I am slowly learning that spiritual life is like a triangle.  How many times do I want to say I’ve done something great for God so I do it by taking the hypotenuse, and get it done quickly?  How often do I make plans and chase them, hoping everything will work out just like I planned and in the perfect timing?

However, God takes me down the other two sides.  A lot.

I say, “Tomorrow we’ll go tell the AIDS stories in this village!”  And then tomorrow it rains.  We can’t make it.  Then the next day, the river flows, so Charles, our translator, can’t make it to the compound.  (Passing the right angle and making the turn onto line #2…)  Then, the third day comes around, no rain and no flowing river, and then God says, “Ok!  Today you will go tell the AIDS stories in that village!”  And we go. 

And it’s awesome.

For instance, we planned to teach the AIDS stories to the leaders (whom Shannon disciples) as they already are in the habit of taking what they learn and teaching it to others.  Plus, they are from many different areas around Paringa (where I live).  Finally, we set a date, and it went beautifully!  There were sixteen men present from ten different areas, and they were so involved in listening to the stories and in the discussion that followed.  They were excited to hear the truth about this disease, and they readily agreed to teach their families, villages, and groups that gather to hear God’s Word.  Praise the Lord!

On another note, I’ve waited for an opportunity to sit down again with Nakai and Lopir, my two friends with whom I shared part of the Story Cloth in Toposa.  Finally, today they planned to come over, and I planned to serve them biscuits and share the story from Creation to Christ in Toposa (as much as I have memorized).  Because of some other kids who were riling up the four compound dogs from outside the fence, the moment Nakai and Lopir arrived, the dogs came at full force to attack!  I had to shove them back outside and then jump outside the gate myself!  I tried sharing the story, but there were other kids that came and distracted us.  Still, I will extol the Lord at all times.

Taking the hypotenuse is easy.  Sometimes it is the best way to go, and God can work very fast!

But…taking sides #1 and #2 is also good.  And God has taught me that, sometimes, the slow and long way is even better.  
To wait.
And be still.
And watch Him work through every part of the triangle.

"The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still...[t]he Lord is a warrior; the Lord is His name."
Exodus 14:14, 15:3