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Tuesday, January 31, 2012

fire and dominoes.

"Abraham took the wood for the burnt offering 
and placed it on his son Isaac, 
and he himself carried the fire and the knife..."  
Genesis 22:6
Have you ever stopped and read this carefully?  Never before did I think about what it meant for Abraham to carry the fire.  That was until I moved to Toposaland where Toposa carry fire ALL THE TIME.

This week, I am telling the story of Abraham and his obedience to God, as he goes to sacrifice his son Isaac because God told him to do so, with our storying groups.  The phrase, "carried the fire," grabbed my attention, because, you see,

the Toposa carry fire.

From a house to the house next door to the garden to the cattle camp.  From cattle camp back to the village to the first wife who gives it to the second wife who lets the first son take it back to cattle camp.  Finally, from cattle camp it finds it's way by Toposa hands all the way back to the house where it all started.

They carry fire for two reasons.  To light or cook something they have, to light or cook something for someone else.  To start a fire for themselves or for someone else.  And the thing is...most of them do not start their own fires.  But when the spark from the small, hot, on-fire piece of wood in their hands hits a piece of tobacco (in a pipe) or another piece of wood: WHOOSH.  Fire.

That got me thinking about the storying we are doing right now.  We are kind of doing what Abraham did.  We are carrying fire.  A fire that someone lit inside of each of us on the team years ago when we first heard the true stories from God's Word.  And we are passing it on to the Toposa.  One by one by one.  As the Toposa would say, "Logeilogei. Slowly, slowly."

On another note, that actually ends up being quite the same, I was teaching four-year-old Walker the other morning.  We were sorting little blocks by shape and then by color and then ended up playing army men with blocks.  Next, I randomly had the idea to line them up like dominoes!  We did, and it worked!  Walker loves dominoes so we spent time doing that too.

Later that day God brought the pieces together in my head.  The dominoes are just like the Toposa and their fire.  The red square hits the blue star which knocks over the green circle that nearly touches the yellow diamond which pushes over the purple square and finally tips over a second red square.

When my siblings and I were little, we would spend hours building domino mazes and the best ending was when the final domino crashed into or fell on or hit a cooking pot: CLANG!  Dominoes finish.  The thing with dominoes is that they do always finish;

Dominoes always knock over the next one.


Fire lights up.  Dominoes knock down.  They do it in different ways, but the method of transference is exactly the same.  It is a passing on from one to the next to the next to the next.

And like I mentioned earlier, as I share stories from God's Word, as my team shares, we are carrying fire, or we are, ourselves, tipping dominoes reaching out to the next one.

The hope we aim for is the glory of God, a raging and unquenchable bonfire and a trumpeting clang at the end of time.  It begins with a spark.  It begins with a push.

The sharing of the gospel is like carrying fire and being dominoes.

It keeps going.

Please pray for fires to be lit among those who hear God's Word.  Pray for the turning of hearts toward Him.  And pray that those who turn to God and call upon Him as their Lord would then go and carry the fire, and be that one domino, elsewhere and everywhere with the deepest desire of their hearts also being to pass on the light and to push others closer to Jesus.

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

never too slow.


Work in South Sudan seems slow to me and my team, but God has been teaching me over and over again that He "is not slow in keeping His promise, as some understand slowness.  He is patient with everyone, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance."  (2 Peter 3:9)  


A woman in a nearby village, Lokuru, named her baby after me.  Lokuru is seriously involved in witchcraft, always running to the witchdoctor in sickness and always wearing porcupine quills on her headband for protection.  She also has a habit of getting very drunk.  God sort of laid her in my lap, because I did not meet her until about two weeks before the baby came, and yet she named her little Nakai after me!  I have been praying for her for six months now, and for little Nakai too.  That God would free her from drunkenness and demonstrate to her in a way that she understands that His power is much greater than animal body parts and the witchdoctor.  


The past two weeks we have begun sharing the Story Cloth with several groups, one being a women's group of the villages around the compound.  Lokuru has come twice, has been sober, and has paid very close attention as we tell stories from God's Word.  Yesterday, Lokuru came and listened to the stories of Cain and Abel and Noah.  Today, she came with us to a different village further out in Lomeyin, and she shared the stories almost word for word with the people in that village!!!  


All I can do is step back in awe of God, whose timing is always perfect.  I pray that she keeps coming, understanding, and sharing and that one day her eyes will be opened to see that she needs Jesus and that He is waiting for her with wide open arms.  


Praise the Lord!!!  Lalawa Yesu!!!

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

one year.

A year ago I was on a flight to Virginia where my journeyman training began.
A year ago I arrived at the training center, walked into my quad (my living quarters for two months).
A year ago I began the journey that, as of today, is halfway over.

I cannot believe time has flown by this fast.  Much has happened, things have changed and changed again and again, many lessons have been taught by God and learned by me, and multiple Bible stories have been told to the Toposa in the villages outside of Kapoeta, South Sudan.   And I have made new friends among a people group that I did not even knew existed until just over a year ago!

As I look ahead, it makes me sad to think that I only have one year left among the Toposa.  But it also excites me!  One more year to build relationships.  One more year to love the Toposa.  One more year of learning their heart language so I can better share His Word in a way they will hear and understand.  One more year to tell stories from the beginning to the end of God’s Word.  One more year to speak the truth of the gospel among the Toposa people.

Today was a wonderful day! 
--School this morning with Walker and then with Davis (for me and vice versa for Mindy) went great! 
--And then, Carrie made some super delicious English muffins and lovingly shared them with us!  Got to have one with lunch.  Yum. 
--After lunch, Mindy and I met up with John, a new language helper!!!!  He taught some phrases to use when we pray in Toposa, and I got to read the story of Caino tya Abele (Cain and Abel), that John helped to translate yesterday, to a group of kids that gathered around us.  They understood!!! Apupete ikes!!!
--Then, back to the compound for our Tuesday afternoon women’s gathering to hear God’s Word.  We had more women and girls than ever before!  (And more kids too that were on the other side of the compound listening to Davis tell Bible stories!)  I shared the story of Cain and Abel in English, but I understood the translation and their responses to questions a lot quicker!  Mindy told the story of Noah, and the women understood that story too!  They were quick to help retell both stories!!!  And some of them will come with us tomorrow to share the same stories in Lomeyin!



--To top it off, the rice we made for dinner was so good, as were the lentils and veggie mixture. 
--Oh, and just now Davis showed up at my door with this (and Maria was there too!):

This is the fifth one he’s killed this week.  Mindy and I are giving him 1 pound per dead nyemir (rat). Five down, and so many more to go.

One more year ahead of ups and downs and turn arounds.  One more year of brokenness and rebuilding, and sometimes outward wasting away but daily inward renewal.  One more year of “Mata!” and “Ejok aa!” and of hearing my Toposa name being called from the fence, "Nakai! Nakai! Nakai!"

One more year of experiencing the presence of
and learning to depend on
and falling deeper in love with
and working to glorify
Yesu Cristo, Jesus Christ
In Toposaland, South Sudan.

Pics from the past week:
Ok, so this is actually from our last night in Nairobi--packing all our stuff, plus the Lewis' stuff, plus the Lesley's stuff.  That's my head peeking over the top of the beds!
 A snake that was in Mindy's tukel!  
 I had too much fun with charcoal and made my face like an army man's.  Walker wanted to look like a soldier too, but then only let me put a spot on his nose.  Then he hid from me--but I found him!
Two other rats that Davis and his friend, Elimu, trapped in a trash can with biscuits as bait.  
They killed them eventually.

P.S. Davis just knocked on my door again.  Six rats down!!!


Monday, January 16, 2012

ground zero. again.

We've hit ground zero again.

Our newest language helper has left and gone off to school in Kenya.

And we are again left without a language tutor to learn Toposa or a translator for the Bible stories we share until we can learn them in Toposa.

Please pray for Mindy and I as we go through all of this again--searching for someone who speaks Toposa well, asking around everywhere we go, going by word-of-mouth, driving to Naskal and then to Kapoeta and back, trying hard to find someone who doesn't already have a job (translating for an NGO) and who will be committed to helping us out with language and sharing God's Truth with the Toposa people.

Pray also for us as we are discouraged and now, after having this happen again, are getting hardened and expecting things to go wrong with whoever we find next.  Please pray that we search for a new language helper with fresh hearts and minds.  Pray that God leads us straight to someone soon!!!

"...do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go."  Joshua 1:9

A truth I know, and a faith I have, but am finding it's really necessary to live it out.  I am glad that in all of this, no matter what happens, who shows up or who doesn't, He is right here.  Always.

Saturday, January 14, 2012

rats!

We arrived back on the compound this evening.  I am so happy to be home!

I've come home to...
-three canisters of coffee creamer from the states opened by rats and then filled with bugs
-thirteen, yes 13, empty packages of biscuits (that I give to Toposa) that were eaten by rats
-thick layers of dust on absolutely everything
-poop of all sorts, bat and rat and chicken, on floors and action packers and counters and desks...
-spider webs in places I didn't even know existed
-heat.

I am not sharing to ask for pity or tears or sympathy...I share to ask for prayers.  Please pray for me and the Toposa team as we get back in the swing of things and as we CLEAN.  Please pray for good rest.  Pray also for Shannon, Jonathon, and Holly as they drive across Kenya tomorrow and Monday with the Lesleys' car--for safety and a smooth ride.  :)  Thank you so much!!!

And you know...even though I see all the rat ruins and poop and dust and I am sweating...I am home.  And it feels so good.

Praise the Lord!!!

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

AK-47s and pretty hair.

On our way to Loki, Kenya where we'd spend the night and then fly out in the morning to Nairobi for the meeting and R&R, the Lewis car had, not one, but two flat tires.  The soldier in the picture did not hesitate one moment, buy was quick to help out!  See his AK-47!
This lovely notice was posted above a toilet in Loki
Here is the complete contents of my bag of goodies from the states!
My journeygirl buddies and I with our American goods
Benton at his boarding school, Rift Valley Academy, playing his coronet!!! We went to visit him after the meeting ended, and he definitely blew our minds with his trumpeting skills!!!
Aww....Benton and Walker on the RVA campus...
Nerd alert!  Here I am touching a cornerstone that Teddy Roosevelt laid way back in 1909 when RVA was built!
Me and my favorite jman teammate around the RVA stone

The Lewis family minus Davis--who stayed behind at Brackenhurst to share the story of Creation that he memorized, shared with kids at a nearby orphanage, and would share again with the adults at the meeting!
An awesome tree outside the "caf" at RVA--
the juniors hang their chai cups for tea time on this tree
Walker was pooped from a hard week of play and fell asleep in church
Me with my little buddy, Nathan, from my FPO family
Mindy and I with our pretty hair after getting it washed, cut, and straightened!
The Lewis boys did not like it...that's because they only really know us both with really curly hair!
This week we also picked up our new Toposa teammates, Jonathon and Holly Lesley, from the airport!  Please be praying for them as they are shopping like crazy for everything and are pretty overwhelmed with all the change.  They are so chill and are handling it all very well.  Pray for His continued peace!

Monday, January 9, 2012

colour your world.

This phrase is everywhere in Nairobi.  No, it’s not some famous saying.  It is an ad for some fabulous brand of paint that is painted on every wall and fence and gate: "Colour Your World."

This past week my world was colored.  By children.  My other journeyman buddies from this area of Africa and I took care of the little ones this week while their parents were in a meeting.  We had kids ranging from 9 months to 12.  

My week consisted of:
-hiding Easter eggs over and over and over and over again
-making cake with "cauli-flour" 
-changing dirty diapers
-throwing leaves in the air
-smacking my face with a big leaf repeatedly to keep the babies laughing
-playing, teaching, and learning different hand games
-a little tennis (with a tiny racquet), basketball, volleyball
-lots of "Four Corners" and "Telephone" and "Hot Potato" and "Musical Chairs"
-cool crafts like beaded cross necklaces and bookmarks
-good ol' Kenyan tea time at 10 and 4--praise the Lord!
-swinging crying little ones back and forth in my arms till they fall asleep (maybe)
-"Veggie Tales" and "Tom and Jerry"
-helping the older ones learn Bible stories by memory (and being surprised by the 6 and 7 year olds!)

And I am exhausted.  And a little sick with a cold (but that's altitude and cold weather and children all combined!).  And I even now I keep hearing kids cry or run really fast by my door or scream loudly to each other and sit up in my seat ready to discipline or shhhhush or come up with some way to get that baby to sleep.  Ha.

But the week was so much...{oh just I have to use the word even though I've outlawed it in the classroom}...FUN.

It was crazy and exciting and interesting and a major learning experience and so so so fun!!!  Glad I got to be a little part of these kiddos' lives for just a week!

Today consisted of taking Nakumatt, the local version of Walmart, by storm, getting almost everything on my restock lists, and then selecting, buying, washing, blanching, and freezing fresh veggies!  Tonight/This morning I hope to join the Lewis family and other m's to get up around 4am to watch the college football national championship!  Can't wait to see a football game on tv--I've learned it's not that important and it does not matter very much at all--but it's part of my culture and something I love to do!